So, it looks like life has it's way of working things out. Some things got messed up real bad and I had my head so far up my back side that I found life in disarray.
Things are better now and the bond of Love and family is stronger than ever. I just got laid off too which is kind of perfect because we need to spend more time together as a family.
Time to look for a new job I guess, this economy is shot is the you know what if you ask me. Another added bonus is that I've just been diagnosed bipolar and will be starting medication soon to prevent the mood/personality swings that I've been dealing with since about college. It's not really bad, but It's bad enough that it almost ruined my relationship with Ashley and Katia. Ashley is the love of my life and somehow I went crazy for a while and took her for granted. My friend Haley said it best when she said, "get it together ya ding bat", thanks Haley its nice to know that I have friends out there that care. Big hugs Haley.
Now I'm going to relationship counseling with Ashley and we are going to work everything out. I'm really sorry for being an idiot and feel like I've woke up and smelled the coffee. Hooray for Love!